Received an email from my lecturer, and he has boosted my confidence though he is not the person who mark our paper.

I am lucky to met good lecturers & good classmates.. 

Thanks god..

Finally the 3rd trimester are over! Just completed all my 3 exam but not really in a happy mood cos I might fail one of my paper.  Is my own fault for not putting in my best effort lah. But, still.. I will think of good one, as law of attraction stated; 

- Whatever is going on in your mind is what you are attracting.

- Every thought has a frequency. Thoughts send out a magnetic energy.

- Thought = creation. If these thoughts are attached to powerful emotions (good or bad) that speeds the creation.

- Choose your thoughts carefully .. you are a masterpiece of your life.

- Your thoughts cause your feelings.

- Thoughts that bring about good feelings mean you are on the right track. Thoughts that    bring about bad feelings means you are not on the right track.

- You get exactly what you are FEELING.

- Happy feelings will attract more happy circumstances.

- Life can and should be phenomenal .. and it will be when you consciously apply the Law of Attraction.

- You are the only one that creates your reality. 

- Write your script. When you see things you don't want, don't think about them, write about them, talk about them, push against them, or join groups that focus on the don't wants... remove your attention from don't wants.. and place them on do wants.

So just stay HAPPY and think of the good ones and 好运自然来！

I must blog now! As I am too Happpppyyyyy... Just too happy like a bird!

Remember the earlier post about my lousy new record low result? Gosh! I wrote to my lecturer to ask for his advise on how to improve myself in order to score well in my final exam. Actually my intention is only want to improve myself and learn from my mistake.  But to my surprise, my lecturer replied me and said actually he had made a mistake in my result! WTF! My score should be distinction and he made an error and gave me only a passed!

Oh my 天 ah! I really thanks god and lecturer to return me a fairness! Also, I really have that kind of feeling of 傻人有傻福!

Okay... I need to jiayou in my last paper on Friday!

Ehh.. this is blog is to support the earliest post that I commented that I look radiant (actually is to find chance to photobombing my camho picture lah)

I am using my iphone front cam to take the picture, the resolution not very good.. I had bought a Samsung digital cam but I am too used to iphone cam.. Okay, I will try to use that more... :)

This one no make up and taking by iphone front cam. I no play cheat to filter my photos.. still look like human hor.. From picture, cant see the acne scars (dun think got any solution to help in scaring) .. but face more radiant compare to the past. I very hard working, every night do facial mask and also I found a very good way for skin care routine. Will blog after my exam.

This 2 photo just taken in my car with iphone front cam too, with make up but no filter photo or anything. Can see the red mark on my nose.. So long le, the mark still there...

Here, I show you all the photos that using apps camera to take one.. Wahahahha... Most of the time I am using that apps cam and make my complexion look sibei chio and lot of people 被我骗到了！

No matter you got make up or no make up, insufficient sleep or what.. Use this Camera360 to take picture, you will look chio 爆 (max)！ Go appstore and upload ya!

One paper down on last Saturday and today I have one more paper then Friday the last one. After Friday will be my term break till May 2013.  Gotta start my workout and prepare to be a Jie Mei (bridesmaid) for pretty Bella's wedding.. Feel so love and happy for her! Also lah.. Dun wanna be a fat bridesmaid on her big day! Later take group picture, my fat body will take up all the space!

Look at her chio chio invitation card! 

The 1st time I put on weight during exam period, for the past, during exam period I sure naturally slim down cos of stress. This term I try to relax and used my limited intelligent to understand the whole concept and apply to my paper.  

Okay lah, at least I look more radiant during exam period! Unlike the past, I will stressed and look as pale as a kaka (ghost). Sometime I look into mirror and I will got shocked by looking at myself in the mirror.. And I will think of the fairytale.. that part "mirror mirror on the wall who's the ugliest of them all" **mirror appear my pale pig head** 

Back to reality.. mugging for exam time :(

Feel very frustrated! Just hate people who think that they are always right! They thought they are King or Queen that everybody must respect or pray to them like a GOD even though they are in the wrong position. 

Idiot! Totally ruined my Sunday mood! This somebody will never fail to ruin my happy mood, be it my birthday, festive season or my exam period! This somebody really expert in remember what I had done wrong and not remember thing that i have do it rightly. Really trying to force me to do something that I do not wish to do! 

Yes.. People will not appreciate what the fucking good things you have done, they just remember every single little things that you did wrongly and use magnifying glass to magnify the problem! Once they got the chance, they will not miss the chance to yell and confrontation with you!

I am tired of quarrelling and fault finding kind of life, sometime I really think that my life already in such a stage and why I am still scare of changing it? Be it will become bad or worst as they are the same!  Trying to stay positive, think positive but this is timid and cowardly attitude! Is an excuse to maintain the status quo as scare of changes!

I just want to be happy and not hurting anybody.... Is it really hard?

Freaking stressed over the coming exam, kept telling myself not too result oriented as I should enjoy the process and understand the learning.  

Got one of my module result last night and I did quite badly, though I managed to passed the module but the result is far from what I had expected and is breaking my record getting a new low! Ok lah.. I did not really felt upset or super emo, I look at the result and told myself.. yeyyy.. at least is a passed!  I am kind of shocked by my own reaction and if in the past, I will cry very hard and insomnia but last night after completed revised for my exam, I slept like a pig! Yes.. I finally 放得下.  

Last week while driving back home, I saw a few construction site foreign worker, they lying down on the grass beside the road during the night time chatting with friends and making phone call. The first thing came to my mind is errkkkk... so dirty! The grass got dog poop or not? Got insect or not? After reaching home, I suddenly kind of enlighten by what I had seen. 他们么什都没有，所以他们放得下也很开心，我们什么都拥有所以放不下。。很不开心。Think of this, I felt that I am a pitiful person cos I did not learn to let it go and make myself so unhappy though I have better life than those foreigner worker.

Weeks ago, I saw an article from 白龙王, he said 「學習放下」 人生像一只皮箱，需要用的時候提起， 不用的時就把它放下，應放下的時候，卻不放下， 就像拖著沉重的行李，無法自在。 At that point, I dunno what he meant.. Now I think I am kind of understand.

 Ok lah.. You all dun thought that I have learnt to let go then tomorrow you will see me lying down on the grass with the construction worker lah!  Lolx.. 

I suppose to mug for my coming Saturday exam but mind blocked and I suddenly think of color my nails.. I want a colorful one!  Tadahhhh...... see..Colorful till my mood also lighten up! happy 不 happy? 

But also at the meanwhile, I messed up my room. My bed full of my exam notes and books!

Already break for an hour and gotta pull myself back to the books now.. 

Happy Sunday ya~