My 2 yrs old cutie pie nephew admitted to hospital last Sunday due to stomach flu and was discharged on Wednesday then my mum not feeling well and admitted to hospital on the same day my nephew came home. At first, I thought that my mum is not so serious, we thought that she got the stomach flu virus from my nephew. But after ambulance sent her to A&E at 4pm and till 10pm++ we still unable to see her, she was in a special ward in A&E which no visitor are allow. We started to feel panic and think of my mum funny behaviour before we called for an ambulance, she was so weak sitting on her bed telling my dad that she unable to make it this time and she told lot of things like where she kept her things and money all those stuffs. She also telling my dad that this few nights she always heard many people talk to her but see no one around her (Some people said that when an old folk before they pass away, they will heard lot of people talking to them and those people are their ancestors who come to fetch them). When my father and brother told me this, I broke down and cried so hard. I just unable to control my tears and I felt so helpless and scare, I always thought I am a strong and tough gal but this time.. I am not as strong as how I think.
Around 10pm, my mum finally been push out from A&E and warded to ICU. She was with the breathing equipment and her right hand is full of tube and needle. The first words I heard from the doctor when I stepped into the ICU is, "Auntie.. breathe breathe.." It really freak me out! I was like speechless and emotionless standing there with my father and brothers. The doctor told us loudly that she will try her best to save my mum and the nurse told us please be mentally prepare, anything might happen.
I think I was over shocked by her remarks and the next moment I know is I covered my ears and ran off. I cried so hard and my brothers walk to me and pat on my head. 4 of us sitting outside ICU emotionless and quiet. This is soooo terrible! Why all those line from the doctor is like what we always hear from drama or movie? Who copy who huh? Is the actor and actress or the doctors? They cant change to other more creative and less scary one? Also, how can they said such thing in front of the patient? Can you imagine if a person lying down there struggling so hard and the doctor say pls be mentally prepared, anything might happen. Gosh.. I felt so heartache that my mum overheard what the doctor said, she must feel very scare.
Last night is the most critical moment for my mum and most terrible night for me.. I cant really sleep well, I started to miss how my mum nag at me and also regret how I show her my unhappy black face, attitude and even shouted at her to stop her nagging. How I hope she will recover now and jump up to nag at me. 有人唠叨是幸福的。。。You know the feeling.. Every time my mobile rang, my heartbeat nearly stop.. My hand trembling and I cried, I am so scare it is from the hospital. Mummy.. I love you.. pls recover fast! I will let you nag forever...
Yesterday evening, my mum have been transferred to another ICU and doctor said her condition is better and stable.. God, pls let my mum speedy recover and be healthy..
I wanna thanks all my friends who sent me msg through sms, apps, and facebook.. Also, thanks those friends who help to do the prayer for my mum to recover.. Thank you all my dear friends. Thank you thank you thank you.
