Lost the fighting spirit for my work & studies.. Load of work and assignment pending but I really really got no mood to do. How? Anyway to fight the blues? Not only work and studies, I realised that I also lost the mood to dress up. This really dun behave like me.. hmm.. nothing happen to me.. nothing! life as per usual. Maybe I really bore of the monotonous lifestyle? Or..... or... WHAT?

Anyway.. After May or Jun, my life might have great changes, going to quit my job and look for things that I like to do, will have a short break till I graduated from my degree.  After so many years of work work work work and really have no much time (lazy) to think of what I want in life.

But to continue to work or quit.. is really not an easy choice and this lead me into dilemma! 
Work = financially happy. Quit work = mentally happy. I cannot live without money!  BUT I love my happiness equally more!  Life is short.. I realised the saddest thing is we human are too busy with work work work work and no time to pause and take a good look at the surrounding. We might miss some good scenery or some beautiful things around us! Dun believe? Ask yourself, when is the last time you lift up your head to take a good look at the moon? Do you never notice there's no stars above the dark sky? Can still remember the how the starry night look like? Dun have, right? cant, right? Human! Time to take a short break~~

To quit my job is not solely cos of wanna take a good look at the moon or counting the stars above the sky lah. Cos of too many complicated things and blah blah blah blah... so I just wanna quit and have a short break!

Let me demo how relaxing I will be after I quit my job!

While taking this shot.. I am already imagine how relax I will be when doing my mask after I fire my boss!... muahahahha...

My other picture which took month back also gave me a holiday mood yo!!

See.. I look so 开心 de lor! After I quit.. I will make sure the smile will return back to my face!

**self punch on head** Wake up! Gonna start doing my assignment :(

Hey! Human~~ Jiayou for me!

My new love, Loreal Youth Code Pre-Essence, sorry that I do not have the picture of the box cos I threw it away.

As I am currently on Oratane and the medicine made my skin soooooo dried. I really do not know what product that can hydrate as well as not to clog my skin. When saw the Loreal Youth Code Pre-Essence, The YOUTH CODE somehow gave me a feeling that it will lock the youth! LOLX.. But when I bought this thingy, I still have the perception toward this product as.. "aiya, 骗人的啦" (contracting) So after open the box, straight away I throw the box away and leave the bottle aside. Dun even think of to blog about this product.

I am a mask person, every night before bed is a must to do facial mask so I apply 2 drops of the Loreal Youth Code Pre-Essence on my entirely face and put on the mask. After an hour (Oops.. usually I will leave the sheet face on my face longer then it indicated) I can feel the differences, face more smooth and silky. Actually when the first applied on face before mask, I already can feel that the serum absorbed very fast into face. The texture of the serum is very light and non oily,  it give instant softness and smoothness. I was like.. Wow~  Love on my first tried!

I also mixed 1-2 drop of the Loreal Youth Code Pre-Essence with my foundation or BB cream, it gives me a very natural and hydrating looking.. I am totally in love with this products.

Okie, gotta use the Loreal Youth Code twice a day (day and night even not doing facial mask) After cleansing and toner apply 1-2 drops of the serum to the entirely face and neck then follow with other products.

Today just my first week of using the product and I look forward after a month later.. Hopefully it gives me a better complexion. As if you have read my previous blog My bad skin blog > click here, you should know that my complexion is like SHIT! large pores, acne problem. oily and dull complexion.

I am on Oratane medication and really pray hard the medicine works on me.  Now the dryness of lips really hurt alot as my doctor increased my consumption from 3 days per week to 4 days per week. Cos the initial dosage cannot really control the outbreak..

I had tried many treatment, from demasbrasion, dermaroller, acne laser, light and peel, chemical peel, Bioskin Px2, Bio O2 Light Infusion Therapy Face treatment, fractional co2 laser.. many more that I had forgotten what the treatment and none of the treatment helps to get rid of acne and gives me better complexion.

Oh ya! Dermaroller is the most scary one that I had tried! But not the most painful treatment.. click here for the dermaroller video clips..

I think I should post a picture of my current complexion as to compare after using for a month.. 

See you a month later... Ah hem.. I meant my no make up face..

OMG! I really put on weight like pig!  Need to start my jogging and slim down, is a MUST!  But it need determination to get my ass off to start the jogging is damn not easy task. Been thinking of jogging since last trimester break but is like, only went jogging for once or twice throughout the 3 weeks break.

Give me 1 month period and I will show you my result. Stay tune people!

Okie okie, now now gotta kick off the drinking habit! No more drinking~~~

Tata~~ Beer Beer... No more see you!

Last Sunday was on a mission with bff  for her newly setup blogshop for photo shooting.. Tadahhh!!! A shiny blogshop is going to launch soon~~ Uniquecon!! People stay tune! Facebook - Uniquecon, Instagram: uniquecon_ig

As mentioned, my bff, FiFi's blogshop so as her bff, of cos I need to give my support as her blogshop ad hoc model! Erhh.. pardon my fat chubby face & body ya! WTF!  Anyway, thanks to the photo taking session.. If not I will never notice that I actually put on weight! WTF!  Time to control my diet liao!

Is quite a fun experience for the photo shooting as all of us are new , so from photography, posture, make up, lighting and etc.. We gonna learn from scratch.

Gosh... see the fat me!

Okie! Peeps!! After seeing chubby BellBell.. here gotta let you all see the chio chio blogshop owner.. Ms. Fifi!! 

Ah hem... Drooling? Wipe off your saliva pls.. Sorry.. I only have 2 picture of her.. Gotta get permission from her before post her picture de lorh.. If not she will eeeeee... ugly! eeeeee... not nice! eeee... eeeee...eeeeeee 

Now.. Let's view our camho picture.. Of cos lah... both us camho queen.. where can dun camho de?

Behind the scenes!!

The guy in red is helping us to adjust dunno what in our camera and lighting.. Dun see FiFi there like very serious standing there and like a pro.. think she also dunno what he's doing! Oopsy!! hahaha...

The dresses that going to be launched... hmm.. properly next week?

Camho.. Camho... Sorry for the poor resolution.. Using Iphone 4s lor.. what do you expect? LOLX

See our very pro model.. erhh... she look pro hor? Actually the photo shooting not yet started, okie.. We just creating smoke here.. I camho and FiFi stand behind me pretending she's on photo shooting.. Laugh die us! 

See... FiFi still engross in pretending photo shooting... 

The studio lighting made us look chio lor... I am using Iphone front cam without filter the picture.. Think I need to change my house lighting into studio lighting.. Wahhh... Everyday will look chio.. 

Lastly... Let's give our photographer a chance to appear here lah.. He very 幸苦 taking picture till tired cum hungry cum body aching you know! But really buay tahan.. Why he is like acting cute in this picture huh? Look at his expression! Cute max lor!

Today is FLYDAY!! But dun have the Friday spirit.. for the past week, I have been wake up at 6am.. Super tired! My dark eye circle like shit! Complexion like shit.. hair like shit, mood like shit.. overall like SHIT!!

Need to do some planning for my beauty routine before I totally turn into shit 大便... People is like 越来越美，I am like 越来越丑！

My 2nd trimester result released on 11 Jan 2013, miracle! I passed all my 3 modules which I had zero confidence! Thanks god! This is the best start for my 2013~~

3rd trimester is a lucky one, passed all my 3 modules as well as have the best & famous lecturer for my 3 modules! Have to put in best effort for such good luck.. Since my 2nd trimester exam, I dare not blog about my exam or lecturer cos I do not want to jinx it by saying so much. Now now now.. I am top of the world to have such good luck.. Okie okie.. Still need to study hard. IS REAL HARD!



Was well prepared for Fifi blogshop photo shooting on last Sunday and when reached the studio then realised that there's an error in the booking. Faint.. It changed to 13 Jan.. which is today... erhh.. Oh! Already 12am.. so.. I meant is yesterday! 

The pictures that I took above are by Iphone front camera without filter. Gotta use normal cam for my photo taking as to monitor my complexion condition during my Oratane consumption.

I quite like my hair, complexion on last Sunday cos of doing hair mask & everyday facial mask! But today.. errhh.. I meant yesterday, my complexion and hair is not in good condition. Thanks to my laziness! No more slacking on maintaining and caring! Also, I have to start my jogging back!

Happy 201314.. 爱你一生一世! Very romantic hor! Though I do not have anyone to love (ahem.. have lah.. my papa, mama, bros, niece, nephew and BFFs) But still can love this day.. like 一生一世 stay chio, sexy, cute, young, healthy, rich, happy, lucky and many many more good one lor!

2013! Yeyyyy.. already 2013!

My 1st lunch meal in 2013.. Sushi! Lunch alone at Sake Sushi.. Wanna camho but been stared by a few peoples.. They must think that I have mental problem!

My fave are all on the table! Especially the wasabi!

Managed to snap 3 picture with a few pairs of staring eyes.. LOL..

Went to bought some ingredients for cup cakes making.. Not very successful but still edible lah..

Nice?? Look yummy, right?? Okie, I will try to improve the taste!

Took a few picture at Tiong Bahru and Reflections at Bukit Chandu before end of 2012.. Anyone who read my blog might feel like.. This gal is interested to show only her photo??!! Oh ya! My interests is self take photo and post 美美 photos.. (self think is mei mei only lor)

I admit I am very vain.. not only 100% vain but is 200%! Wanna go surgery to have deeper double eyelid, botox for sharper chin, and nose job,like reduce my nose size/ nostril. BUT.. sigh.. beside vain, I also 怕痛 & 怕死！

Those are the photos I super like.. too bad the ones in Bukit Chendu not very clear cos of the Iphone camera. Did not plan to go there.. is an impromptu trip!

Listening to the story from one of the WWII survivor.. His family been killed by the Japanese soldiers on 1st day of Lunar New Year. My heart felt pain.. :(  beside the phone the drawing make you feel even more painful.

 i promised myself to live even happily and blissfully than ever.. Stay happy and cheerful! Also.. Chio & chioer!

 

This week I have a mission.. BFF's blogshop.. Very excited and wish her success.. Also, that is my dream too but due to time constraint, my career, business and studies. I dun think I can commit myself to it.  Anyway, I am so lucky that she let me involved! Felt so happy le lor! But I worry that I might unable to make it and carry it well.